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what a difference a day makes

b. medusa 26 June 2009 4:34:35 pm

thrilller, thriller, thriller. was nobody in the blogosphere around before this lp (that’s an album for you young folks) appeared? oh wait, i know of @ least one occasional blogger. the last one i thot would come out of blogging retirement (momentarily) to do a post like this. me.

i was an 11 yo 6th grader standing in the the cafeteria/auditorium @ a school dance the first time i heard the J5. i want you back. the way so many kids rushed to dance, i felt like i was once again the last to know a good thing. i more than made up for it over the years. yes, i own thriller & off the wall (who doesn’t). yes, i moonwalked my ass off & did the one glove thing back in the day (who didn’t). i was more inspired by the robot though…

and which one of those 6th graders got to see the reunion concert in chicago’s soldier field in ‘85 – me. anybody else? did you get your program autographed too (damn i wish i knew what i did w/ it). but i digress. i was fascinated w/ all things J5, & like every other little girl my age i had a crush on michael (& marlon & jermaine) from that moment until high school. no matter what important thing i was doing – playing, torturing my little sisters, doing my homework, or chores – the whole world came to a stop if the J5 were on soul train or american bandstand or the ed sullivan show. no way did i miss the cartoon on saturday mornings. if they were on the cover of any mag, i thot would die if i didn’t have that issue.

but the thing that had the most impact was finding out that mj’s birthday was the day before my own (although according to some sources his time of birth was approximately 20 minutes to 2 hours before mine). in some small way it seemed to put him within reach. almost since the moment i found out this info i’ve been saying, “what a difference a day makes.” at first solely in awe, then added w/envy, & later w/ disdain. today, w/ nostalgia for the last 4 decades & a greater sense of my own mortality.

you are greatly missed michael.

the perfect response…

b. medusa 13 February 2009 8:14:57 pm

for me anyway, was found under my chair @ the va hospital waiting room. a multi-purpose, multi-situation response. a timely find too, just moments before a miss america candidate showed up to visit us poor vets. Continue Reading »

mama’s got a brand new bag

b. medusa 11 February 2009 6:34:06 am

more accurately: contrary to what you see, i’ve got a new & improved blog (& so does artpolitik. the blogs still look the same, but now have a new host server & updated software – so the blogs are working again. and the depression monster has been pushed aside for now, partially due to a year of ‘not paying attention‘, definitely a result of my latest hobby – hoola hooping. don’t worry, i won’t post @ all if this blog is gonna be consumed w/ mindless happy drivel. really this is still all about rants & musings…

independent workout @ 2640

b. medusa 30 December 2008 10:58:29 pm

this blog is tech-challenged, along w/ my sig other’s blog. comments are closed until further notice. so just when i’m ready for my big comeback w/ my end of year revelations, musings, & of course rants, instead i realize i have to get into geek mode. a complete overhaul of 2 blogs is in order. yuk. but i digress…

hoola hoops
for the remaining winter months there is an independent workout/practice/skilll share every wednesday @ 2640 from 11am to 2pm. the space is open for hooping (of the hoola variety), yoga, dance, stilt walking, aerobics, or any activity that can coexist peacefully w/ the aforementioned activities. this lunch time workout is for folx who want to get/stay in shape, but are inhibited by the cold, prohibited by fees @ gyms/studios, lack space @ home, &/or desire company while working out. no instruction will be formally given. everyone should bring their own equipment & take it w/ them when they leave (extra hoops will be available). please enter through the side entrance on 27th st, ring the doorbell if that entrance happens to be locked.

a donation to defray any costs incurred for light & heat is requested. please forward this info to anyone in the b’more area you think would be interested. see ya wednesdays!

winter soldier

b. medusa 14 March 2008 11:15:49 pm

taking a brief pause in my hiatus to let folx know about the ivaw winter soldier proceedings which began mar. 13th & are going on thru the weekend. visit the how to watch page for information on watching the proceedings online (both live & on-demand), via satellite (fstv), or public access. it goes w/o saying this is being ignored by mainstream media & organizations, including most of the so-called progressive left-wing.

for those who don’t know, this is the second winter soldier gathering, the first was held by vvaw during the vietnam war.

first (& maybe last) ‘08 rant

b. medusa 1 January 2008 12:00:40 am

don’t read this post if you suffer from various forms of depression. i don’t want to be responsible for instilling feelings of despair (in anyone other than myself). you’ve been forewarned. and to borrow a phrase of a blogger i respect: no drive-by psychology either.

maybe last rant? cause i’m seriously not feeling this blogging thing much anymore. i’m thinking of giving the whole thing over to my guest blogger mojo, he’s better @ it than i am. btw he did find a companion. but i digress…

so why isn’t there a another way of acknowledging the various holidays of this season other than sticking the word ‘happy’ in front of them? if there is, somebody please inform me. i don’t want to be rude (most of the time), so i’ll usually give someone the *appropriate* *happy* greeting, but…i’m not particularly happy about anything that’s going on in the world, & saying “happy this” or “happy that” feels like cognitive dissonance. hmm, i guess its one of those things that only slaps you upside the head when you hear about perfectly good public housing scheduled to be bulldozed just in time for xmas in new orleans. or the economy. or the war. or global warming. or politicians (yes, ALL of them). or something as simple as when you find yourself saying “happy holidays” back to the crackhead who prolly stole your patio furniture.

looong ago i got discharged from the army for depression & felt stigmatized about it. obviously there was something wrong w/ me, & the most important thing was to keep anyone else from finding that out. but one day @ one of the shitty jobs i’ve had since getting out (not that being in wasn’t shitty but that’s another rant), a supervisor related to us lesser proles that people who think too much get depressed. i asked her if she were ever depressed, she smiled @ me (pityingly i thought) & said no. “so obviously you don’t think too much then.” i couldn’t have stopped myself from saying it, even if i wanted to, which @ the time i didn’t. the job sucked, & she was a thorn in my side. it was such an instantly liberating thought & i’ve become increasingly less stigmatized about my dis-ease (i now regret that this may have come @ any cost to her).

i’ve revised the thought however: if you’re not depressed, you haven’t been paying enough attention.

for anyone in the military considering leaving by whatever means are available to you, i’ve had so-called good jobs (ie good pay & perks), but i’ve worked more shitty jobs than good ones because of lack of education & an mos that was meaningless after i got out (remember some of those lies the recruiter told you?). NOT because of the type of discharge.

this rant shouldn’t just be un-happy thoughts. this is the 20 year anniversary of my discharge from the army, definitely a cause for celebration. shortly after that i turn 50, another cause for celebration when that day comes. once i wanted to live to be 100, but every day i pay attention i’m *happy* that’s unlikely. i’ll turn 50 on the same day of the week i was born, i think astrologically all this is supposed to be significant. i’m a skeptic, but i do like synchronicity.

“saturday’s child works hard for it’s living.” no doubt.

my new year’s wish (i don’t do resolutions), same as it was:
   glimpses of
      humanity
      compassion
      empathy
      intellect
      foresight
      radical action
   do not sustain me
   the best i hope for is that nothing truly fucked up happens
   before my sentence on this planet is up

i’m talking waaaay more fucked up than what most can imagine. unfortunately i have no problem imagining the worst & little of what has transpired in the last 49.416 years has met my “truly fucked up” criteria. that’s not to say nothing truly fucked up has occurred in the last 5 decades (katrina aftermath would be the example of an exception). i just have such low expectations of us humans that i know it can & prolly will get much worse, unless there are a lot more than mere glimpses of what we need for change.

happy? new year

rants, musings (& some link love) b4 the end of yr

b. medusa 10 December 2007 8:07:35 am

today is International Human Rights day. so let’s begin shall we…

EDIT: just found this after completing the post:

Seven Year Old Alexis Goggins Shot Six Times Protecting Her Mother

A 7-year-old-girl is being hailed as an “angel from heaven” and a hero for jumping in front of an enraged gunman, who pumped six bullets into the child as she used her body as a shield to save her mother’s life.

Alexis Goggins, a first-grader at Campbell Elementary School, is in stable condition at Children’s Hospital in Detroit recovering from gunshot wounds to the eye, left temple, chin, cheek, chest and right arm.

“She is an angel from heaven,” said Aisha Ford, a family friend for 15 years who also was caught up in the evening of terror.

The girl’s mother, Selietha Parker, 30, was shot in the left side of her head and her bicep by a former boyfriend, who police said was trying to kill Parker. The gunman was disarmed by police and arrested at the scene of the shooting, a Detroit gas station. Police identified him as Calvin Tillie, 29, a four-time convicted felon whom Parker had dated for six months.
[...]
Ford said she dialed 911 on her cell phone as she walked into the station.“The first operator clicked off and I dialed again and told that operator a guy with a gun was holding me hostage with a mother and baby and threatening to kill us. I told her the name of the gas station and then she said they didn’t have a unit to send.”Ford said she paid for $5 of gas and slowly returned to the vehicle, stalling for time as she handed Tillie the change. She said she kept stopping and starting the pump, hoping the police would show up.“I told him I needed more gas and took money out of my purse and went back into the station,” she said. The attendant, Mohammad Alghazali, 30, said he noticed Ford was crying and she told him what was happening. He called 911 as he heard shots coming from the vehicle.
[…]
Alghazali said a police car on a street nearby arrived in less than a minute after his call.

an update on her condition can be read here. a fund has been set up for Alexis, checks should be made out to the Alexis Goggins Hero Fund & sent to the following address:

Campbell Elementary School
c/o Alexis Goggins Hero Fund
2301 E Alexandrine St
Detroit, MI 48207

for information, call (313) 494-2052

ADDITIONAL INFO (courtesy of all about race): Alexis is a special needs child, due to a massive stroke she suffered as an infant. she walks with a limp & has a weak left eye. her right eye was just removed.

Alexis, who walks with a limp, slipped momentarily on the icy sidewalk and as she helped the girl up, she saw the man and recognized him as Tillie. He was holding a gun.
[...]
Before Tillie could fire again, Alexis jumped over the seat between her mother and the gunman and begged him not to shoot her mother.

The police report said Tillie “without hesitation” pumped six shots into the child.

G*TD*MN M*THAF*CKIN SORRY *SS PIECE OF SH*T!!!!!

(i don’t usually bleep myself here, but i don’t want to be excessively disrespectful to my readers. all 2 of them.)

also contact the msm & ask them why they’ve ignored this story.

CNN
Phone: 404-827-1500

Fox News Channel
Phone: 212-301-3000

ABC News
Phone: 212-456-7777

CBS News
Phone: 212-975-4321

NBC
Phone: 212-664-4444

MSNBC
Phone: 201-583-5000

Newsweek
Phone: 212-445-4000

Associated Press
Phone: 212-621-1500

Reuters
Phone: 646-223-4000

United Press International
Phone: 202 -898-8000

i don’t have to tell you why this is a human rights (as well as police brutality) issue do i?

i can’t believe i missed this story until now. much respect & gratitude to Sylvia, Nez, Carmen D., Ann & all other bloggers covering this.


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jimi’s birthday

b. medusa 27 November 2007 4:00:26 am

“I pick up my ax
and fight like a farmer now . . .”
- Jimi Hendrix (November 27, 1942 – September 18, 1970)

day one…

b. medusa 25 November 2007 9:52:16 pm

of 16 days of activism against gender violence (see sidebar logo), running from Nov 25 – Dec 10. this year’s 16 day campaign theme is “Demanding Implentation, Challenging Obstacles: End Violence Against Women.” today (Nov 25) is The International Day Against Violence Against Women.

The International Day Against Violence Against Women

other important days include:

Nov 29 – International Women Human Rights Defenders Day
Dec 1 – World Aids Day
Dec 10 – International Human Rights Day

finally the Carnival Against Violence Against Women is being held @ Black Looks. deadline for submissions is Dec 6. please head over there for more info (additional info & links on the 16 day campaign can be found there also).

a veteran’s day recap

b. medusa 12 November 2007 7:29:54 pm

posted the day after because we vets are so easily forgotten. how many times have you seen “Support Our Vets”?

UPDATE: Military demands return of bonus pay from wounded vets (h/t to pudgyindian)

Wounded Vet Told To Pay Back Bonus
Partially-Blinded In Iraq, GI Billed For Army Signing Bonus; Pentagon Admits Mistake


Veterans more likely to be homeless

WASHINGTON (CNN) — More than 25 percent of the homeless population in the United States are military veterans, although they represent 11 percent of the civilian adult population, according to a new report.

On any given night last year, nearly 196,000 veterans slept on the street, in a shelter or in transitional housing, the study by the Homelessness Research Institute found.

“Veterans make up a disproportionate share of homeless people,” the report said. “This is true despite the fact that veterans are better educated, more likely to be employed and have a lower poverty rate than the general population.”

[...]

Veterans such as Jason Kelley find themselves in a Catch-22, not able to find a job because of the lack of an apartment, and not being able to get an apartment because of not having a job, The Associated Press reported.

“The only training I have is infantry training, and there’s not really a need for that in the civilian world,” the AP quoted Kelley as saying in a phone interview. In addition, he has been diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder, he told the AP. Kelley served in Iraq with the Wisconsin National Guard, the news agency said.

full article (h/t to ABB)


Military Sexual Trauma

Roughly one in seven of America’s active duty military soldiers is a woman, but a NOW investigation found that sexual assault and rape is widespread. One study of National Guard and Reserve forces found that almost one in four women had been assaulted or raped. Last year alone, almost 3,000 soldiers reported sexual assault and rape by other soldiers.

In one of the only national television broadcasts of the issue, NOW features women who speak out for the first time about what happened. One woman recounts her ordeal of rape by her superior officer. Many more don’t report the incidents for fear of how it will affect their careers. The shocking phenomenon has a label: military sexual trauma, or MST. NOW meets women courageously battling to overcome their MST, bringing light to an issue that’s putting the Army in shame.

read the transcript
watch the video


Veteran Dies After VA Refuses Treatment For Days

Since Walter Reed is considered the military’s premier medical facility, many are now questioning the condition of military and veteran facilities around the country.

Today we look at the story of a 58-year-old Vietnam veteran named Willie Dougherty. He died in October after suffering two pelvic fractures. His family says he died because he was refused treatment.

full transcript


Monsanto’s Agent Orange: The Persistent Ghost from the Vietnam War
Meryl Nass, MD

From 1962 to 1970, the US military sprayed 72 million liters of
herbicides, mostly Agent Orange, in Vietnam. Over one million
Vietnamese were exposed to the spraying, as well as over 100,000
Americans and allied troops. Dr. James Clary, a scientist at the
Chemical Weapons Branch, Eglin Air Force Base, who designed the
herbicide spray tank and wrote a 1979 report on Operation Ranch Hand
(the name of the spraying program), told Senator Daschle in 1988,

“When we (military scientists) initiated the herbicide program in the
1960s, we were aware of the potential for damage due to dioxin
contamination in the herbicide. We were even aware that the ‘military’
formulation had a higher dioxin concentration than the ‘civilian’
version due to the lower cost and speed of manufacture. However,
because the material was to be used on the ‘enemy,’ none of us were
overly concerned. We never considered a scenario in which our own
personnel would become contaminated with the herbicide.”

quoted by Admiral Elmo R. Zumwalt, 1990
[...]
By 1983, 9170 veterans had filed claims for disabilities that they
said were caused by Agent Orange. The VA denied compensation to 7709,
saying that a facial rash was the only disease associated with
exposure.

Congress passed the Veterans’ Dioxin and Radiation Exposure
Compensation Standards Act of 1984 in response. It required the VA to
appoint a ‘Veterans’ Advisory Committee on Environmental Hazards’ to
review the literature on dioxin and submit recommendations to the head
of the VA.

According to Admiral Elmo Zumwalt, “The VA.directly contradicted its
own established practice, promulgating instead the more stringent
requirement that compensation depends on establishing a cause and
effect relationship,” improperly denying the bulk of the claims.

full article

fast forward to DU


Military may ease standards for recruits
By LOLITA C. BALDOR, Associated Press Writer

WASHINGTON – Faced with higher recruiting goals, the Pentagon is quietly looking for ways to make it easier for people with minor criminal records to join the military, The Associated Press has learned.

The review, in its early stages, comes as the number of Army recruits needing waivers for bad behavior — such as trying drugs, stealing, carrying weapons on school grounds and fighting (hate crimes? – b. medusa 1) — rose from 15 percent in 2006 to 18 percent this year. And it reflects the services’ growing use of criminal, health and other waivers to build their ranks.

Overall, about three in every 10 recruits must get a waiver, according to Pentagon statistics obtained by AP, and about two-thirds of those approved in recent years have been for criminal behavior. Some recruits must get more than one waiver to cover things ranging from any criminal record, to health problems such as asthma or flat feet, to low aptitude scores — and even for some tattoos (spider webs? swastikas? – b. medusa 2).

full article

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